the weight of the days, weeks, months, years, crush me and all i can see is the tiresome monotony sound, speak, repeat click clack of the keyboard strum of guitar whir of the milk i steam metal pitcher, pull the shot latte's made and studying biology, trigonometry, literature then off to the real world a piece of paper, i qualify to live my life work forty hours a week just like before but a desk, papers, a phone number, and pens with my name engraved... i feel each of these days to come and i don't want any of them.