I don't know what she has that i do not. if your gonna tell me love than you are blind. A stranger could have seen in the way i looked at you that saying i was in love with you was degrading how deep my love runs for you. That's why i sit here a year later and can't help but wonder why, why her and not me? you have shattered the most fragile part of me into billions when it was one and i still want you, i need you. does that not prove enough? i know that your not coming back. i knew you weren't from the second you said goodbye and i felt that first crack. That is why i pour what's left of my heart to this blank piece of paper and not to those emerald green eyes, the eyes i shalt not see again. a year later and the thought of you still makes my knee's go weak, but your not thinking of me. i could never love anyone the way i did you, i gave you everything. what's left to give? just thinking about you bring tears to my eyes, a year later. i'll never forget the way you made me feel. you gave me reason and than took it away. it's been a year and i can't get over why it's her and not me.. and i'll be writing the same poem, a year later.