Bottle in my mouth Whisky slides down Sweet taste of shut up Insides screaming My heart is aching Hold in your pain Push away your tears Look in the mirror All you see Disgusting Deceitful Liar Eating you alive Insecurities Nightmares Broken Dreams Cut your arms Screams echoing across the street Flash backs of where you went wrong All those regrets Pain seeping from your mind The man who ***** you Who beat you Who robbed you of your innocence *******, you scream ******* Louder Deeper The color red Flowing like a river Body numb Breathing Slows Ambulance Emergency room Guess who is your first visitor *******