im caught in a web. a web that is spinning me around as it tightens around me. suffucating me more and more each time i take a step to move forward. its invisable to the ones around me so how can they help ? im caught in this web and im fighting to live my life again . i was free and full of laughter i was making a diffrence in the world around me. now im caught in a web and i need someone to free me. i toss and turn as my mind trys to grasp things,it gets tighter and tighter as i scream in this nightmare. im caught in a web ,i can see each strands color i can feel words crawl all over my body like the black widow that caught me. the words they hurt me and leave scars that cant be erased ,next to the wounds where i hurt myself . im caught in this web,i struggle each day to get free im caught in this web inside life that wants to defeat me.