all i know is

i've never thought of the silky white
of someone's wrist so often
and how it would feel
to run my fingers over it

you care about me when
i destroy myself
from the inside out and
you see me as pure

every single time you've flashed
your wide, white smile at me,
the floor slips from under my feet
and i sink in a feeling of warmth

i love you more every time i see you
disgruntled and upset
and my greatest fear has become
hurting you.