I'm living just to die
I'm smiling just to run
I'm laughing just to fake

I'm getting tired I swear I can feel the demons talking
their voices won't disappear  they hunt me
I feel weak only god can save me from falling
I get down on my knees I beg and bleed
for forgiveness and for all  my sins to be washed away

I cry as I look at the sky
I hurt as I look at me
I bleed as I look at him

please god help me before I lose my mind
I'm trying to smile , laugh  
but these wounds are too deep for me to hide
I'm losing what I thought I'll never have
I don't want to go back to that dark place
where I hide alone in the dark and cry
please god help me ...