You're in every crack on the tar, Hiding beneath layers for days and weeks. You're there when I close my eyes, Arms painted purple by your fingertips. You're in the front of my mind holding my hand, blowing out smoke Or blowing a kiss. You're holding me against the bed, Running barefoot across your lawn. You couldn't control your fists And I couldn't control my heart So I guess we both killed each other in silent ways.