I can never linger it isn't written in my genes or encoded in my blood in fact I simmer like a deep-brewing fire only the wind on my cheeks & the scenery whizzing by can stifle my flames whimsical indecisive fickle no commas can contain me I am this metaphor & that simile I am those paradoxical adjectives & I don't create irony I am the irony free spirit & old soul I have been labeled both whatever you like to call it I can never linger a blessing or burden either way the loveliest blooms always depart from the fields the fastest you have never seen a fairy because they carry on & on carry on so quickly I am the soul of your lost father & I am the nostalgia of your dead mother I am all things mystical & majestic the weeping willow tree by the lake & the lightning that smites it the strength you misplaced is found deep within me wherever I go love will seek me out & find me but I can never be contained & I can never linger I only wish to "burn, burn, burn like roman candles across the night" so please do not ask me to stay
I have a lot to say about this poem. The reference made is from On The Road by Jack Kerouac. This is like many poems inside a poem. Definitely one of the weirdest things I've written. I might tweak it but I kind of like it too