I will hold your hand until it's black and blue With the steady pressure of my terrified grip That I know you will cease to tolerate some day soon And you will go And I understand why For I've become skilled at the art of pushing away the ones I need most And when I held your hand for the first time and found myself applying that steady pressure With a strength I never had before I knew that I needed you Needed you like nothing else I can't ask you not to leave as I stand here holding open the door But I'm pleading with you to alleviate my fears and calm my terrified grip Soothe me with those words I need to hear And don't let me push you out that door