My mind always told me to
"leave and advance"
But my heart told me that I still have a chance
I listened to my heart and gave it a shot
It was a bad choice, now look at the misery and failure it brought.
I thought I'd have a chance, so I kept holding on.
But I know that the last ray of hope is gone.
Sadly, it was you, the boy I trusted the most.
Who left me feeling empty, just like a ghost.
Today, the little hope I had inside, you killed.
I don't know why you destroyed something you helped build.
I must have been crazy to even try.
Because all it did crush me inside and make me cry.
And I cry only if there's too much to hide.