I Am Always Insulting To Her,
I Can Not Control Myself,
She Brings Me Inside Hatred Out,
I Dont Hate Her I Love Her So Much,
Is Just That She Always Have To Put Everything On Me,
I Can Not Feel Nothing Anymore When She Talks To  Me Bad,
She Knows I Love Her So Much But Its Maybe My Fault For All This.
Maybe I Am The Wrong One,
Just Maybe I Am The One ******* Up This,
But I Cant See It Because I Am To Busy Seeing Myself Fail.
I Am Wrong And I Know It.
I Just Wish I Dissapear From Her Life So She Can Be Happy Cause I Am ******* Up.
As The Older I Get The More Frustrated I Become,
I Cant Reason Because My Black Hole In My Brain,
I Can Not Bare Been Mad At Her,
I Can Not Bear Pushing Her Away,
I Just Cant I Love Her So Much,
She Has Been There In Anything I Struggle,
She Is My Bestfriend That I Love
But Most Important She Is The Mother I Adore.