Hello: Poetry
Classics
Words
Blog
F.A.Q.
About
Contact
Guidelines
© 2025 HePo
by
Eliot
Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads.
Become a member
Steve Collins
Poems
Aug 2010
I Must Wait
I feel so tired, I want to sleep,
Have felt this way so many years.
I try so hard, but not for me,
Let me permanently dry my tears.
I’ve let down all those around,
Guilt so deep, my pain to bear.
Breaking what I searched and found,
Unable to see and keep what’s there.
Is this my punishment bestowed on me?
A life of misery sentenced to be.
Happiness not deserving to me,
For failing my responsibility.
I try to accept;
My fate, matches the pain I’ve caused.
I seek forgiveness, that I don’t deserve,
Hence rejecting, relenting doors.
Feel like loneliness I must accept,
Punish myself continuously,
Until there’s nothing left.
When I eventually have paid my keep,
My forgiveness accepted?
Then
I lay my head to sleep.
Steve Collins
12th September 2008
Written by
Steve Collins
Chelmsford, Essex
(Chelmsford, Essex)
Follow
😀
😂
😍
😊
😌
🤯
🤓
💪
🤔
😕
😨
🤤
🙁
😢
😭
🤬
0
1.2k
Neva Flores Varga Smith
Please
log in
to view and add comments on poems