confusion in my head
my silent desire
drives me in firing elation out of any goal
i murmur the words which i search
which never find your heart
you always find a trick
to alienate situation
moreover you are far away
and there is nothing I can explain
just by expression of my eyes or corner of my mouth
tree and branches and rivers winds, seas and fields
on different places  
heard my prayer
but not you, my dearest dear