is a weird thing. I haven't realized that I've grown up. Being a Summer baby I've always focused on the fact that everyone's getting older than me. The only time I realize how much time has passed is when I look at the people around me. Cousins who I saw the day they were born are now entering kindergarten. Sisters go from being innocent little girls making words out of barrettes have suddenly picked up smoking, and a number of boys with bad reputations, and a hatred for me. Friends are planning their futures, living in cities far from the ones that we had known. And I didn't even realize what I've become. I'm living the dream I've had since I was small, walking the streets I've thought about since I was a little girl, being responsible after realizing that 'out of control' was not a phase that suited me. Time passes so quickly, and I didn't even realize it until I took a step back.