She thinks of nobody but herself But still her bedrooms filled with nails she falls And always seems to land on her wrist Gashes a centimeter wide she needs stitches she needs to call an ambulance She'll bleed out! God ****** she'll bleed out!
But she's not ready to die yet so she stitches herself back up Hoping she hasn't drained too much Because she loves the sting the reason she lives is for the sting And the DRUGS PILLS: Oxy, Percocet, Vicodin, Demerol She sniffs them she snorts them she even ******* chews them! She'll do anything as long as she can float
She won't admit it but she loves life she loves the drugs And pain and abuse that come with life She loves the pain, oh *******, she loves the pain So she stitches herself back up she doesn't want to die Repeat repeat she does it again Dripping on the kitchen tile but this time is different
This time she's forgotten about the drugs and the pain She's focused on her wrist and her wrist and her wrist and her blade Too deep, she's gone too deep again But she doesn't careΒ Β she's not stitching herself back up She's ready to die with not enough drugs and Too much pain She's ready to leave this world behind Ready to leave the pills
Don't leave me don't leave me I love you I love you Grab the needle, please get the thread Please just stitch yourself back up stitch yourself back up