Why is everything i worked so hard coming to a end? I did try hard enough but everything was in vain, my heart is pounding hard and the slow, i am kind of feeling lost. i wish everything was easy but its not, i got no friends to support me i know now, my only lover is been a ***, i can not go through this with out a grab, i am endlessly falling deep in a hole. i know if i do i wont be able to hold, because i am breaking slowly and fast, my mind is telling give up. i need a friend i need another love, but at the same time i prefer to be alone.