All I've ever wanted is a peaceful life...
even that I cannot achieve overnight.
War doesn't always mean getting against others into fight..
Sometimes, it's a battle within the same person inside.

I talk so loud just to make it stop.
I even hide, pretending through laughs...
But, that facade is not enough...
Maybe, I am not that tough.

It can keep me up til short hand strikes three.
Until when will I have to deal with thee?
Just unfair if only I can see..
In this for sure, I will be able to win..

I'm not crying but my heart is weeping.
I'm smiling but I don't feel like laughing..
I'm walking but I don't know where I am going..
I've been asking questions but You are not answering.