three words and eight letters fell in between the cracks of your fingers like sand, not even realizing you were holding my heart somewhere in there as it conjoined with the earth my stem grew sixteen feet in all directions and grew sixteen feet tall, with branches that holds photographs of memories i've forgotten about already, like waters that don't cease with waves that drag you under like hands at your ankles but people don't drag you down, our past drags us down the darkness isn't full of nightmares but it's not so clean either we were not careful enough, i thought we couldn't sink in dangerous water but the past dragged you down the depths and shallows of it's cold grotto. i wish i had a sixth sense perception, become a wallflower, a housefly, eyes watching from the very corners of their eyes, visible enough to remind you, i exist. i am very real and i am finally starting to shake off the waves and grime and shout through my words.