It's been so long,
Since I've felt like a free child.
I partly think it's my parents doing,
But me becoming aware of consequences, is what truly ruïned me.
"The smarter you are, the more you realise happiness is a trap. It can't last forever."
I wish I wasn't plagued by the abillity to think so much.
Maybe then I wouldn't have to endure this agony every day.