nobody knows what I'm worthy of
I just wanted to feel some love
I dont know what I'm supposed to do
I'm lost plotting my next move
I thought I knew you
but that was a portrait you drew
a facade you illustrated
a life, simulated
you are not who you appeared to be
all your honor is lost to me
along with the love I thought existed
you took back what you gifted
and everybody knows
I'm buried deep under my woes
and I am struggling
you can see my stature crumbling
and you're kicking around the crumbs
I'm afraid of what comes
of what love might find me next
and how it'll leave me vexed
because its not a thing for people like me
love is tragedy