In certain minds There is a love confined For only joy And sights to see, Amusing friends And plans to be, But I am caught And tangled taut To pay a priceless fee.
We want much more. A simple scour within To find that wrecked And torn, that screaming Heart of darkness. We lay it out To eat or smoke, To stab or stress, And so we love What that can do To damage us.
"What?" question asked, "Why must you continue? A curious thing, That. How can you love What you hate?"
Nothing explains The strength of holes. The ones we dig To love ourselves. We'll never be What our dreams Had always wanted, But I guess we'll have to settle For a little Satisfaction.
Had I ever thought that I could Be this way? To be torn by ever loss and fails. A willing kind of hit Across my face. Only ever to make sure That I'll always be The last one in the race.
So to make sure that I'll keep ahead I will take my stares To another place, Where blank walls will be read And I can move at my pace, Where all directions are gone And only I to die instead With something inside But not a love confined.