the air is a current to follow it pulls me my body acts without a mind and i'm somewhere where? not really curious though not looking seeing hearing smelling tasting not being, just going i'm under water and my eyes are shut i'm gasping and pulling in water i'm gripping sand on the ocean floor feeling it swirl away with the current it pulls me i'm on the ground damp earth eyes wide not seeing breathing not thinking hidden in shadow, desperate for sunlight afraid.