These headaches come without warning; they hit me like a train at full speed.
I haven't slept in weeks and you're the only nightmare that keeps reoccurring.
My heart tells me  I'm ready to move on but my brain tells me I should just wallow in sadness a bit more.
You're name is the only thing I wake up screaming in anguish and my roommate is tired of me scaring her every night... I can't stop it even if I tried.
I have been grinding my teeth again and my jaw is sore from holding back all the emotions and fake smiles.
I keep trying to convince myself things are going to be okay but my body keeps convincing me I'm weaker than everyone thinks I am... Weaker than I thought I was.
These headaches come without a warning; they hit me like a baseball bat with full swing.
I'm bending backwards lately but my heart is swollen wih fear.
The drugs and alcohol just turn me into a monster I can't stand!
I keep apologizing for silly things and I'm crying every night.
I went and got myself destroyed over you & I just want to ask....
Do you know what it feels like to be in too deep over your head?