I surely cannot keep living like this. Daily routines are shattered by dreams of screams Echoing like those off a mountaintop Not triumphant But longing to keep climbing-- Always keep climbing. I want to howl and scream and kick and jump off the rooftops of Cleveland, Chicago, Tempe, everywhere; I want to lick sunshine acid from fingers and cheeks and mouths; I want to go on a spiritual journey with strangers And run. Whether it is through dirt paths or city streets it does not matter For continue running we shall. Because I know that if I stay in this apartment, this building, this block among identical blocks that can only truly be understood by the all-seeing eyes of a plane, I will surely perish long before I die.