It's 6:14 in the evening
and i'm sitting in
the corner of the toilet
finding it difficult to breathe.

It's 6:15 in the evening
and I'm thinking of ways
to make him show me he loves me
because he might need to.

It's 6:16 in the evening
and I'm staring at the little green dot
beside his name,
hoping a message will come.

It's 6:17 in the evening
and I should be studying
because lately,
my marks have been going down.

It's 6:18 in the evening
and I realize,
I'm tired of trying but I need him
and that keeps me going.

It's 6:19 in the evening
and I realized that
all I want to say is
that I'm not happy.

W.H.Y~