I wish that words came easily to me
So I can tell you exactly how I feel
Because you deserve nice things like that.

You don't deserve how I ignore you
And you don't deserve my fake laughs
Because I think your jokes are boring.

You don't deserve my indifference
You are so sweet and I am just --
I am just a ******* wreck, I'm sorry.

If only poetry was like breathing
Where it would all unravel through my lungs
Then you'd know what I'm saying.

But I am a black hole while you --
You're a ******* blue star
And I'm going to really miss your light.