I can’t make up my mind—
should I stay
or should I go?
Back and forth,
crying,
lying,
self-hating,
criticizing
everything I do.
I am ****
stuck to the bottom
of your shoe.
Trying to escape
things I don’t understand.
What am I supposed to do?
You say you love me,
but my brain
isn’t sure you do.
How do I break free?
Do I really need to leave?