Wherever you are tonight I want you to know
that I think about you every day.
I know that we had our differences and I am sorry
that we couldn't work things out.
It's been very difficult without you this past month
and I want you to know that I still think about you.
Your picture still sits on our grand piano,
the one that we bought together last September.
I can still smell your perfume on the keys
and your chocolate thumb print that you left.
I often touch it every day and wish so much
that you would appear sitting beside me.
I miss the sound of your voice, especially tonight.
For some reason my heart hurts more than usual.
I know that I was wrong to hurt you the way that I did
and I know that you probably could care less.
I'm not asking you for another chance,
nor am I asking you to come back to me.
I just want you to know that even though I can't hold you,
you're always here with me in my heart and mind.
I'm sorry for not being there when you needed me
and for all of the times that I let you down.
I'll never be able to forgive myself for all that I've done,
but most of all for the fact that I'll never see you again.