i been sitting outside staring up at the sky, i watched a shooting star go by and i closed my eyes and just whispered to myself "just give me back my life when i didnt have a care " i rocked back and forth in my chair and spotted the moon hiding behind some tress and i thought how beautifull -its just like me it should stop hiding and come out and shine . then i watched my dog chase one of them icky buzzy brown bugs on the porch, i smiled .i rocked some more and just leaned back and stared at the stars ,i told myself thats where i want to be up high and shining. i heard my horse in the pasture making noise at something and thought about how neglectfull ive been of it ,so i got up and called it to the fence and had a long talk with it about whats been going on in my life for the last month,you know how you sometimes do with your dog or cat cause you know there not going to tell no one or judge you ,why cant we be more like that ? now its pushing 3am gotta get some sleep so i can watch the sunrise