From the OUTSIDE IN
As the cloudy
Days and nights
DILUTE me
Awaiting my TRAIN
Untimely matters came
To the surface
An indestructible force
How’s the view
From up there
Shallow breathing
As the kettle
Boiled over
My innocence faded
Bitterness
Out of spite
Circling the flame
Irrelevant visions
Chasing shadows
Betrayals
Like a specter
**** now there gone
Mainframes
Like a sponge
Emotions on overload
Reflecting
Sifting through the pages
I’d never wanna
Go back in a million years
And watch as
The butterfly
Affect took hold
Relive the same ole stories
My life is what it is
Has been very overwhelming
Judgment will come for
My soul
One day I’ll disappear
Into thin air
Freedom all at once
Along with all the hurt
I’ll no longer
Feel any of it
And join all the specters
That have
Gone before me
Like GRAINS OF SAND
RELEASED INTO
A VAST OCEAN OF PRIVILEGE