I used to be the girl
Who swore she would never
Drink
I promised I would never
Smoke
I never imagined
Having ***

Now I'm the girl
Who drinks occasionally
Because sometimes
It's easier to forget
Than to face reality

Maybe I'll become
The girl who smokes
To prove everyone wrong
Or the girl who *****
To hide her insecurity

Maybe I'll become
Everything I swore
I could never be