Trigger Warning*

Dear J*
By Victoria Phillips.

You and I destined for eternity,
Someday ending in a family or so you lied to me.
You always said my eyes were the reason the stars shone so bright.
You said I was that gleam of everlasting delight.
You always said I was beautiful, sweet and true,
You always said "how do I deserve you"
You were the one I loved so true.
My heart, life and soul, I gave to you.
Like one thousand daggers to the heart you broke me,
On that awful day, a nightmare, a never ending travesty.
You reached up deep, into my soul so untouched and true.
And as I cried horrifically, I saw the REAL you.
I said NO, STOP, I'm scared… please.. I'm scared…
you Ignored me and TEARED,
Right through until blood drew.
Somehow, I got away from you,
You finished yourself as I cried. You watched me cry.
That was the day, a young girl did die.
BUT, I hope that you rot in hell.
I hope that you sleep in a corpses shell.
I hope that you remember why,
Your first brutal love sentenced you to die.
I hope that when you awake and scream,
That it's my face that haunts your dream.
I hope that you cannot breath,
Because, I hope everyone knows what’s up your sleeve.
I wish in my heart and soul,
That everyone could see what you heartlessly stole.
From me you took everything.
And Now I cry for all that I have regrettably seen.
So here, YOU, who tore me apart,
I hope that, you know You have no heart.
I hope that all see you
For all that you TRULY are the monstrous things you do.
So as you rot in my hypothetical hell,
I do not wish to hear you yell,
Nothing, not even Your pain,
Could ever persuade me to stop the rain.
I know you think it’s my entire fault.
But I am the one who begged you to stop.
I am the one, who cried when you watched,
I am the one who you have contorted into an illicit braid.
Yet, I am not afraid.
You broke a child so disgustingly,
Just a young girl who loved you innocently