Like a restless little upbeat cabaret. But I disagree today. Hilarious decapitated, degraded parts of the soul and body. The left thumb and the right index, pieces of a lively jelly consisted of dark and shiny old blood. Pieces from the railroad. Hilarious.
Comical anxiety in the late hours, vomiting in the early. My euphoria when blood drains and thickens. Blood's silent, never violent, aesthetic, comical.
Amusing ****-faced, *** licking hypocrite- selfless sons of ******* wanting to know how I feel and what's up. Nothing's up and everything's down, little deprived teens of a world where only Coca-Cola matters. Amusing.
Entertaining nightmares, a head rolling into the sewer, a ****** dark finger bouncing after and the floating soul has come to say "the dead can't testify and because I can't take an eye for an eye, in the afterlife I'll haunt you till you die."
Sympathy is reserved for George Bush and empathy for the African children. So don't wave it in my face, Coca-Cola teens. Pick up your pitchforks and hang me around the gallows pole. Shoot concrete in my veins because today I'm lifeless just like my telephone. There's nothing to gain and I can't fight the pain.
That's why today I'm insane. -Fariiniq
This was written for me back in 2011 by a guy whom I haven't spoken to since. I was digging through my old email inbox and found this. Don't know why he put it on my world of text page. Anyway, here it is. Pessimist of the year?