As I take another drag, I realize just how stupid these things are. Cigarettes: toxins you can buy. Add fire and you have a death stick. When I was little I swore I'd never smoke. It's stupid. It smells. It can **** you. It can hurt the people close to you. Sounds like a lot of other things people do. We do stupid things, we **** ourselves slowly, other times instantly, we hurt the people closest to us. But we keep doing these things, warnings don't phase the narcissistic and oblivious human species. We voluntarily choose bad habits that are disguised as social interactions. So while you voluntarily throw my heart around, wavering in your affections and intentions, I'll stand here, voluntarily killing my lungs. At least I'm the one doing the damage.