The Elephant of Everyday comes stomping through my door
roaring and tromping and crashing about
blowing his trumpety horn
the prowling Panther of Performance
from the closet slides into the room
and circles my bed, growling, as he passes my head
hideous goals he lets loose
the Snake of Selfishness and Self-Centered Living
slithers from under my bed
he slides up the frame and under my sheets
as he curls up and warms my feets
the Black Lion of Pride struts into the room
strong and boasting and loud
living with no help, providing, perfect
telling me how I'm not him
the Otter of Overwhelming Panic
slaps into my room, jabbering and fretting about
running into my desk and my chair and my walls
worrying and biting his ever shortening nails
trying to find his way out
the Shadow Lady strides into my room
eye contact trying to make
the envelope pushes, seduction gushes
objectification she offers me to take
first I try to kick and pry
the snake off of my legs
but he tighter clings and up my torso climbs
his scales piercing my sides
with a snake on my neck
I sit on my bed, my feet touching the ground
and kick and shout at the panther as he
around me continues to prowl
he slashes and bites at my feet and legs
cutting and gouging my flesh
the panther still fighting, I manage to rise
and focus on the Black Lion of Pride
he sees me coming a mile away
and talks me to my knees
I yell and scream 'till I am hoarse
and shake as I weep bitterly
as I kneel, below me runs
the otter, stammering anxiously
I chuckle with malice as he bumbles away
misery loves company
quickly I jump up, out of the way
of the Elephant of Everyday
I kick his foot as he continues to thrash
he does not notice, or even sway
I turn around and face to face
the Shadow Lady's eyes
back me into a corner as I
fail to look away, but feebly try
so on my knees I whimper and cry
as the Gorilla of Guilt comes in
his padded feet near, his thick body looms
as he raises his huge tight fist, to close the tomb
I deserve this I've fallen
I'm no use at all
I can't uphold myself
on whom can I call?
I'm ****** and broken
inside and out
I fight and lose
then I cry and shout
"Stag of Solace, come near to me
I fail at fighting, this is my plea
thrash these menaces, clean my heart
I want to feel near you, never to part"
immediately, a rumbling sound
came from the hall, increasingly loud
they looked at each other, anxiously
then watched the door, slowly backing away
the Stag of Solace smashed through the door
splintering, crushing, a wood shrapnel shower
through the door and into the roaring
Black Lion as, through the window he's rammed,
slashing and crying
strong, poised, graceful he stood
his sharp eyes narrowed, eyeing this zoo
slowly the animals backed away
into the darkness, for now, to stay
his fur was short and sleek and brown
he wore compassion, ivory peace his crown
he came to me, I could not look
he lifted my eyes, bade me come
his shadow, protection, I took
To me he whispered:
my child you strive, you fight on your own
you think you can do this, you can not alone
your sin will never separate you from me
I save you, I purify, I set you free
he nuzzled my forehead
my wounds went away
he spoke once again
this time to me and the fray
the day is coming when I will return
to get rid of the zoo, it will surely burn
for you no more wounds or tears or fear
those things that burden you, never again, will be near
look and wait, for when I come
I come to save and restore
it will be done
until then you will have
trouble when you run
but take heart, for I am near
I hear you, I answer, I have overcome
he nuzzled again and strolled to the door
turned and looked, and let loose a fierce roar
charging away, he powerfully ran
his echo in my head, "I will help you be a man"
and slowly I got up and began to dress
thinking upon the Stag and me
his sin filled, ugly, made beautiful mess
I will still, to my dismay
entertain this masquerading zoo
but the Stag is in and with me
all things he makes new
and I fight and lose and strive to this day
but because the Stag of Solace helps me
I shall never, not ever, be put to shame