but father, why father?
why must you create me like this,
the undying feeling of never belonging amidst.
why must you love and leave
before i even get a chance to know you,
when we're torn at the seams.
father, why father,
why must you send me out in the world
without yourself
and maybe if you were here,
i'd be capable of asking for help.
father, please father.
your daughter scribbles out each word,
her heart clenches
as your car swerves.