I am torn

Half of me
Wants us back
Rekindling
The love we had
Making new memories

Half of me
Knows we aren't
Meant to be

It kills me knowing
What I want most
Is what's worst for me
For us

I can't be your friend
I can't be your lover
I never know
Where we stand

I fit into your arms
But I'm afraid
If I go back now
I'll never be able
To leave