Lost in the single thing that complicates more than I could know. Confused as the silent zephyr blows my emotions to and fro, but my steady gaze cannot be averted even by the beauty of the skies because I've found something more beautiful in the depths of your eyes. This hoping, longing, burning for something more than the mundane has now been quenched to the point that I can't find reason to complain, and the smiles that were once so hollow are now filled with bliss. Never could I ever wish for something more than this peacefulness that persists. With only a glance and a smile you have driven all the doubt from my brain, and if I could forget everything else, then only this moment would remain. Even though I can't vocally explain how I feel inside without it coming through I know that it doesn't bother me when I"m standing here with you. You've caused me to feel some things that I've been fighting for so long and no matter how hard I fight them it seems that the feelings are just as strong. So as I give in and fall collapsed at the mercy of the world and its harms, I relax when I realize I'm being held up by the support of your arms. As the dark night continues I find this simple notion to be true, That as much as you are holding me up, you're relying on me too. The idea that seems so simple stands like stone in the blowing wind and that thought lingers on my mind until time forces the embrace to end. So as I drift into the darkness of midnight's fast enveloping shroud I know that to feel all of these feelings is more than should be allowed, but the single greatest battle that I doubt I shall ever win is to leave this place without wishing that I were in your arms again.
A poem that I wrote many years ago that I shoved in my wallet and forgot about...