Classroom is never soundproof,
Birth place of mockery ,joke and painful loop.
Imperfections never ask for proof,
Judgemental society grows up under the same classroom roof .
Cleaned floor ,bright light , so many numbers of door where shaky breath take a fight
Germs invade the golden hearts
Teachers overlook,
Plea for justice were forever unheard .
Fat they say
"Too much ..round pumpkin"
Every whispers slices through baby silk skin.
Shadow of pumpkin rolled around every snicker,
Losing own body in point of every laser lens,
It hides under every back bench.
Shrinking myself ,magic wand failed to make me thinner
Perfect dolls became the winner .
Accusation sounds like a big crime,
I forgot my own rhyme.
Round rolling pumpkin ,
Erased name whispered though silent scream .
Time passes nothing change
Learning store became a cage made of unread page .
Shiny stars grows up as bold clouds in free sky,
Heart becomes quite labelled as shy.
Little dough become the demanding dish of bakery,
Small pointer finger takes
place of loud mockery.
"Body shaming who are you to blame?"
"Lets us live within our own body and name."
Some wounds still stings,
Shameful name is so unwanted to claim
Colorful childhood fades into painful memories by every mocking nickname.