i watched a movie last night
coincidentally,
i was confused over you
but i can point fingers
all day long
and say that your
indifference and silence
cause our problems
but i know that it's difficult
to deal with me, too
this is how i realized
that i'm not ready
to give up
because i still remember
the first time i talked to you
and i thought
"i'm going to fall in love with him"
and if my entire being was erased,
and i was born again
i would choose you—
and all your *******—
all over again