the writing and the women tend to conflict there is a solemnity to the poetics that the women don't appear to understand they curl their paws under my door like cats scratching to get in to get me out to play but all I want to do is finish this novel to enjoy a quiet evening without having to burden myself with any other's emotions how did Byron do it? he played the game quite well balancing the pen and the act keeping smiles up for the vultures till he could write all about them behind closed doors how did you do it? didn't they just drag on you like nails on a chalkboard? didn't they talk and talk and feast on your attentions like vultures to fresh ****? I can't stand it how did you do it, Lord? so hard to resist yet so hard to put up with Lord Byron, I envy your balancing act