my finger rests on the trigger
shaking as numbness tingles to my fingertips
i know inside i dont want to do this
but i turn to look at my reflection in the shattered mirror
it looks back and screams at me
click
stabs all my hidden flaws
click
sings echos of my forgotten past
click
reassures me im deserving of no one
click
reminds me im nothing
click
and i believe its right
boom.