I have to admit i do have friends
but why do i still feel left out?
They walk in pairs
leaving me alone, like a loner.
They talk among themselves and laugh,
All their inside jokes i wouldn't understand
I wish i could join in but i wouldn't make a difference
Every time i talk or make a joke,
they just smile pitifully at me.
Am i really pathetic?
I have to say I am envious of them.
How I long for someone to share my thoughts and problems with.
I guess I just have to depend on myself.
I guess I am really a wallflower.