help me help me I need you like the summer rain blood in my veins like the white needs the stain. the hurt needs the heart the pain needs the years I loved you from the start the paranoia needs the fears. I'll sift my tears from the soil throw my guns down, no recoil. I'll rip apart the curtains to let a little light in. my nails grow my hair grows my soul has been stunted. you are blood on my floor & the knock at the door begging me to open up. baby steps are a crawl away, don't want to see another day; I feel I don't have a choice. your arms stifle & embrace me, lift up & maim me; hear the sob in my voice?