I often depend on many people in order for me to feel happy they make me feel special and listen to my problems
but
they leave, every time and every chance I get to become close to another being, they up and leave before I get the chance to beg them to say
even though I realise that I cant be dependant on others someone else will come along, and I forget all about it I like the company I like the affection I don't like being left