You promised you would stay,
but you left.
You are still here, yes,
but not the way I want.
You don't care anymore
and it hurts hearing you say it.

I will get over myself.
I was never yours.
I promised you things I never had to even keep.
Things that supposedly made you feel better.

My heart is now decaying from the inside out.
But it hurts to say it is because of you.
I can't help but ruin myself because I fell for your lies.

I don't trust anyone anymore.
Nothing good happens to me when I do.
They just let me down.
Feed me lies.
Pretend to love me when they would rather not be around me.
And the thing is...
You were the worst of them all.

Sometimes I wish that you
would have never kissed me.
Never even met me,
but when I think about it...
I wouldn't be the way I am today.
I wouldn't have felt the false happiness I needed to feel.

You still broke me though.
You played me, lied to me,
and finally killed me inside by
saying you only loved the ***.

Now I'm just a cry for help.
You never said it, but
you seemed to imply it very strongly.

How could I have ever loved you?

You had once said we were soul mates,
but now I'm just a girl you choose to vent to...

Who for some ******* stupid reason still loves you.

Goodbye