for my friend,
if you died,
I would hold you,
maybe I wasn't the one you wanted to hold you,
but I would,
would I sing?
no
id read my poems about you
would I wear black?
no
I'd wear a long red dress
if you died
I don't think I could write again
I didn't think I could ever write again
love again
live again
until you came into my life
if you died
I think I would die too
I think I couldn't live a life without you in it
if you died
id travel
thousands
of miles to see you
and I'd watch in disgust of the people
who didn't know you were suffering
if you died
I wouldn't be me
I wouldn't be the
gia rose
I would be Georgia hill
I wouldn't be the falling rose
I would be the broken girl with no glue
if you died
id reread my comments, messages, pins
and never forgive myself
for not being able to help you
if you died
I'd leave a rose
Id pour some coffee
I'd leave a note
on your grave
so dead you
knew
I love you
too much
for you to die