if only i could assign numbers and equations to the feelings in my head; a universal value system even you could comprehend.
Because then I could understand that when I think of you my heart swells like one thousand helium balloons and my feelings for you are approximately one million, seven thousand and two.
i’d know that how I feel when you offer her words divided by the times you’ve made me smile equals the lightness in your eyes when I catch them on mine.
I’d tell the doctors that today, my sadness is about ninety-four; equaling my disdain for the mirror multiplied by the pit in my chest. and he’d tell me to laugh until I felt like a trillion.
Maybe it would make sense when people ask, “how do you feel?” and I simply reply, “zero.”