and as we sat in perfect silence, it gave me a chance to think. and so i did. i thought and i thought and i thought. i thought about what you would say if you knew all my secrets. i thought about how your opinion would change on me if i lifted my sleeve. i thought about what you'd think of me if you could read me thoughts, and i think at that moment you did. because you looked over at me and you flashed your dimpled smile and you took my hand and you told me everything will be alright. (i wish you still did that.)