An open notebook with pen
Coming up with a plan
Thinking what to say
Asking does this matter
What can this possibly mean
Another chance to prepare
Staring at a blank page
Not sure what to write
A way to survive the day
Figure out ways to reflect
Tired of denying emotions
Immune to the pain over the years
Due to rejection chasing confidence
Rather than deflect emotions
What to feel not sure anymore
Gone so far there's no going back